Spring's here to chase away me fat blues!

You know you're fat when you're sitting at your table studying, feeling like there's this huge weight pressed against your heart and when your upper body is supported by washboard like layers of fat on your tummy...

wierd, and i've been running at the gym... now i can't eat without ever feeling like exploding... crosses fingers and pray i'll slim down by the time i get back home! don't want mom to keep saying i'm fat and i should eat less... eating less has never been an option for me! i just try to work out more but it takes long to work off everything i've accumulated this far...

i miss home!

i miss being skinny! for once i can say i'm erm, fat! haha! nah, it's not become a blinding obsession for me to lose weight yet, or ever, cos 1. i'm too busy mugging for exams 2. food therapy works best for me when i'm stressed from mugging so it's a vicious cycle if you see what i mean. you have to lose weight, but all your effort is devoted to mugging, and on top of that you're inclined to eating more than normal cos you're stressed from mugging, so you eat, you put on those fats, and you feel you have to lose weight, but all your effort is devoted to mugging, and on top of that... haha! i sure know how to make myself feel better!

St Jame's park is coming to life! it's finally spring, i can say! the sun was glorious though it was coupled with blasts of chilly wind but that didn't stop scores of people from sprawling across the lawns of mother nature and soaking in the sun! The squirrels are out to play again! they look really thin though and now they're out and about scrounging for food to store up for the next winter! i love squirrels!!! there were many birds at st jame's and they sure were envious of the furry squirrels cos the frisky creatures took all the limelight, bushy tail, doe eyes and all! you can't help falling in love with them sqwarrels! :)