Anthropology 2007: TWO

This is the second installment to the 4 performances SPL is doing this year and this is my last performance of the year i think.
Wow.
I'm drained, suffering from this syndrome called performer's fatigue, if there's such a phrase.
Ever since Excess Baggage (which was 4 solid months of hard work), I have not stopped memorising lines, memorising blockings, pushing my emotions to extreme spectrums from being a deranged maid to a high-pitched airhead.
Man, can i just say i've done it all and i'll be contentedly happy with what i have done and i will start some serious mugging. Really, with all these performances and emceeing stints, i'm feeling quite drained.
Last night was HwaChong Nite 2007. Sorry folks, no photos (they're all on my friends' cameras cos i forgot to bring mine), though i thought my attire was pretty cool but i dont think i did a great job at being an emcee. could have done better. not my best. guess it's the last minute thing. my nerves were pretty frazzled by the end of the event. and i had to sing the opening number and it was kind of awkward - the emcee singing the opening song... not really glam... and i didn't memorise the song lyrics cos my brain refuses to cooperate with me so i sang with a cue card which was really quite unprofessional... i dont think i sang very well... but it was a good first attempt... probably there'll be more opportunities to come. haha!
I keep saying i'm tired but i don't know if i can get used to life once everything ends...
and Lehman Brothers didn't reply me about Easter. i'm wondering if there's anything wrong with my CV cos i've applied for several stuff but nobody replies to my applications.. it's irritating.. i mean, i don't think i'm that bad and if nobody gives me a start, i'll never get the experience... this is demoralising... i'm hoping there'll be some form of divine intervention, either make me smarter, or let me get through even the first round of applications!!!